Monday 24 December 2012

hectic week

busy busy busy..kadang kadang aku sangat speechless bilamana,satu ketika engkau mcm nak gila sbb bosan,xde keje nak buat dan bila tiba datang keje yg sangat sangat banyak melampau2 xterkata..paham x??xterkata samela dengan speechless..ataupon lagi sopan USELESS..skrg ne ahsoo tua tengah berlegar depan aku,dye ingat aku xnampak dlm paleotak dye tgh pikiaq nak mendajal aku dengan keje yg tah ape2..tapi aku sabar dan tabah dan berani mati dengan selamba taip blog ne...mampuihhhh..aku penatla,management like harrr J..xwell plan which one yg patut buat dulu,which is not...ishhhhh...skrg aku tengah marah gilesss dan aku sgt xsuke marah2 sebab bile aku marah, aku tensen,bile aku tensen,aku lapar,bile aku lapar,aku makan,bile aku makan,bertambah belooon la badan aku...huwaaaa....aku mencik kau ahsooooo...
sekarang dye tengah usha2 aku,ingat aku xnampak ke...F
tata,nnt aku upload picx vacation aku to PD weekend aritu...

Tuesday 18 December 2012

percutian itu.......

This year ibu wish for her birthday dye nak hadiah ' a vacation'..okay,aku ingat senangla nak carik hadiah cmne rather than hadiah lain,tp susah giless okay...
Birthday ibu pulak fall on school holiday memey menangisla nak carik hotel yg available dlm peak time
cmne..Almost smua hotel yg dlm kemampuan aku fully booked,so last choices aku try Golden Palm Tree,dekat Sepang..aku review dulu cmne resort ne,ok x sebab ibu ne cerewet banyak..kang macam2 dye nak complain,last2 aku yg stress..ok,resort ne pny website sangatla user friendly..xyah blaja tinggi2 pn boleh paham..pastu dorang ne slalu wat promotion mcm 'supersaver' tu..harga dye kalau xde promotion utk bilik yg paling basic memang ribu riban,tp kalau ade promotion boleh dpt bwah ribu jugak..cume time tu maybe ari biase,kau xbolehla nak demand weekend..kau kena ikut time yg dorang available..benda pon murah kan..tapi murah2 pon agak membunuh poket jugakla..aku dh tgk harga,bilik dye yg gorgeousssssssss to the maxxx..memang puas hati,aku print out tunjuk kat ibu n she is so happy to go there..okay bile ibu dh agree,esoknye kat opis aku pon booked untuk sehari sebab aku pon keje,n kiteorg nk g ari biase,on wednesday..alhamdulillah,ade kosong..dh reserve semua settle,smpila ari yg kiteorg nakg tu..
Ibu bukan main excited bangun awal okay..siap2 smua,pack beg..dye rider dgn ayah meanwhile aku n iema naik keta..nak perasan ala2 azura dlm cte 'ali setan' katenye...ikutkan aje,her bfdy kan...
So,resort ne check in time mcm biase pukul 3pm,tp kau boleh request utk check in seawal pkl 12pm ikut pade availabality la...perjalanan dr kl to sepang gune highway seremban atau lekas pon boleh,tp that day kiteorg gune seremban highway,exit kat nilai xsilap aku,pastu lalu jalan kampung semua2..so total estimated time dlm 1n half hour duration la..
Sampai2 kau kena drop luggage dulu kat lobi then kena park keta kat parking dekat ngn extreme park kat lua kawasan resort..parking ne guarded,dont worries,so dari parking tu akan ade van yg pick up guest to resort area,kire convenient gileww,...okay,aku settle kan check,sementara tu ibu ayah iema tgu kat lobi...tgh isik2 form datang girl sexy offer refreshment juice kat aku..homaiiigoodd cantekkkk secantik resort dorang :p...
After settle check in form smua aku make pmnt skali senang esok ibu n ayah nak check in sebab aku n adik xtdo situ,kiteorg bg chance dorang honeymooonnnn mlm tu..muehehehehe....So,nak pg bilik kiteorg kena naik buggy sebab kalau kau nak menapak agak banjir gak la ketiak kau..jauh dlm sana bilik kiteorg,betul2 sebelah clubhouse,dekat ngn pool smua..memang strategik utk org mls berjalan mcm aku ibu..
So,after that malas nak cite,aku sajikan picture je....melambak











































lg satu picture snap  by ibu cantikkkkk gileeeeee scenery dyeee






okay abesss,sekian

kenapa perlu kejam?

Im in swing mood..baru pagi tadi aku happy ngan berita kat radio era SKM dh kuakan arahan utk syarikat telekomunikasi kaji semula  call rate dorang..so,maybe call rate akan turun tp xmungkinla low as we expected but better something than nothing..aku rase call rate yg syarikat telekomunikasi charge skarang melampau2 la...bil aku setiap bulan almost rm150 padahal aku pon confius aku call sape sampai beratus2 tu..buifren pon xde dh lari balik kampung tanam jagung :p..hehehehehe
Sampai opis awal of course aku lg paling awal,take time belek2 newspaper..Frontpage jek dh buat aku berapi.."Budak 2 tahun mati dibelasah kekasih ibu"..subhanallah..sekarang memang trend belasah anak ke ape?yg si bf yg xde hubungan darah tu aku boleh accept la kalau dye belasah budak tu,maybe dye jeles atau busuk ati tgk budak tu lagi comel dr dia ke ape...tapi,yg mak kandung budak tu pon join skali dera budak tu nape?tu anak yg kau kandung 9 bulan kehulu kehilir,kau lg kejam dr zionis kau tau tak...aku xboleh terima nape dye sanggup nak dera anak dye,budak tu kecil lagi woiiiiiiiiii...T_T ..sebelum ne arwah stay ngn nenek dye,tp lately je mak dye start rajin amek arwah bawak balik umah..menurut pemikiran akal logik aku,dye xde intention pon nak amek budak tu tinggal ngn dye,cume maybe budak tu digunakan sebagai bahan untuk kaver line if dye nak bawak balik bf dye kat umah..xtaula..married couple lain yg susah nak dapat baby even they tried hard,tp kau senang2 dera anak kau sampai meninggal budak tu..sedihnya,seriously budak tu br 2 tahun,ape yg dye tau....hmmm

Monday 17 December 2012

im going down

after maghrib,but im still here in opis doing things that i think it can be settle earlier if well organized..but as usual this company seem really like to make last minutes thing and all the burden suffered by marketing department regards the tender..especially me n now thats only me n encik saiful left in the opis..
im so not in the mood,my stomach is like rolling here n there,period pain is really taking my gooday away..I had the feeling of missing someone,but I dont know who is the person that I missed,John Doe..,A lot of people said hard to understand me,Im unpredictable,trust me people Its more harder for me to understand my own feelings too..Sometimes what I think is good for me now will be bad for me later..And vice versa..I am the one who easily change my mind,yes thats my weakness but I try to sometimes stick with my decision but its look like this time I had break the law,I easily forgive someone mistakes which at first I think its unforgiveable but I cant help myself from falling AGAIN..sometimes its really hard for me to understand my own feelings,what i really want in life actually,still searching.......im physically tired so do my soul an I think iI shud stop before everything went out without I realise....
T_T

opis baru xbaru sangatla

opis baru xla baru sangat ponggg..
dah nak masuk 3 bulan keje baru kau nak hapdate pasal opis baru kaw,memang malas tahap dh rosak betul ne..banyak aku nak cite pasal opis kesayangan aku ne..mane taknye,first day report je aku dh kena suprise ngn HOD..suprise mcm SUPRISEEEE!!!'kau menang motor"..suprise dye memang best gilewww
1st day aku melangkah masuk dengan niat didada,pinggang,kaki semua anggota badanla nak bekerja dengan ikhlas n buat betul2..skali si madam Chris,merangkap finance manager dye jugakla yg interview aku aritu boleh bgtau yg aku akan isik post junior marketing coordinator..wadeheekkkkk pulak marketing ne..tapi aku relax dulu,manetau dye nak troll aku pagi2 tu ke..skali aku tgk offer letter betul la..dye xmain2 memang betul2 dye nak jahanamkan syarikat dengan offer aku jawatan cmtu..mueheheh,,,xpe,korang amek risiko dengan ,meletakkan aku dekat post tu..aku sahut cabaran korang...
dengan langkah ala diva aku pon pgla dept aku,SUPRISE lg!xramai geng pmpuan,yg ade pon seketul dua, yg lain 'mak2'..hmm memang MASUK abess ngn aku budak 8tahun terperangkap dlm badan 23tahun ne...
1st person yg approached aku time tu is Jaja(huwaaa,miss her..resigned ardy weeks ago)..dye yg ramah nak tego aku,kire okla pmpuan nak tego aku,kalau x smua takut mcmla aku ne nak makan korang kan..the others kak lin(mak married),kak pah(mak married),tiqa(single),kamal(single),encik mazlan(married),razi(single),rozli(married),encik saiful(married),encik rozmi(married),chris(ahsoo married) n josephine(ahsoo mude married)..ok,opis aku ne complicated sikit,dye 2 tingkat shoplot..level bawah placed showroom,bengkel assemble barang2,conference's room,receptionist n apetah lagi aku xabes kaji lagi..bukan area bermain aku :p..so,yg aku mention name2 tadi smua bahagian opis or management..kira dorang ne executivela..termasukla aku..naik je tangga dr entrance opis ade 2 junction kiri n kanan..dept aku sebelah kiri..aku share dept ngn product n services dept..meja aku paling syurga sekali sebab besar..kira macam corner lot..aku kira center between services dept n bilik COO n marketing manager..Encik R is my 1st boss,he is the Chief Operation Officer  followed by Encik S as marketing manager..bilik dorang dua sebelah2 n kat sebelah meja aku..so dorang akan pass by tempaty aku dulu before masuk bilik..
sebelah kiri aku pulak services dept placed kak lin,jaja(dulu before resign,now empty) n rozli..so,kak lin n rozli slalu kua outstation or meet customer,tggl la aku kesayuan mcm mak2 tgu anak balik kat dept ne sorang2 melayan encik S n R yg aku perhatikan makin lame makin melampau2 perangai mengada2 dorang..sikit ari je lg aku tahan,satg aku jokos pale masing2 eh..
okay,aside from dept aku sendiri,dekat sebelah kanan junction tadi placed dept finance,operation,hr n engineering.so tiqa(hr officer),ahsoo tua(finance manager),ahsoo mude(senior secrectary),kak pah(operation asst),encik mazlan(technical exec.),kamal(technical exec),suria(technical exec),tn hj aziz(CEO)<<-- jarang masuk opis..pastu kat level bawah plak ade budak2 bengkel yg buat technical assemble barang2..budak intern dr poli aiman,fahmi n sorang laki sorag pmpuan br report pg td..driver abg TJ,opisboy abg zali,n ketua bengkel bawah is Gerald..tu jela yg aku ingat sebab rajin naik atas melepak layan borak(buang masa) ngn aku...
So,as dh 3 bulan aku kat sini aku rapat ngn 3 org jek which is Jaja,gerald n rozli..slalu aku luch ngn doramg bertiga tp since Jaja dh xde ne aku jaranmg lunch sebab segan nak kua just bertiga ngn dorang..so aku memilih utk stay at opis atau kalau terlebih rajin aku balik umah makan(ibu masak)...
Jobscope aku memang best...aku multipurpose worker..this company really good in fully utiliese their staff..aku name je marketing tapi smua pon aku buat,dari tender smpi product costing n yg paling aku xboleh menahan nak melayan dua org boss yg ngade2..kau ade sampai dua org boss???nampak x kehebatan aku kat sini?
Rutin aku pagi2,slalu memang aku yg akan smpi dulu cmne aku rase aku dh lambat pon mesti aku yg smpi dulu sebab sini main sistem tolak gaji beb,aritu aku terlambat seminit dye tolak gaji aku 2inggit..seminitr=m2.00 kau bayangkan 20minit kalau tibe2 jammed ke ape..memang matii...So sampai2 je aku akan on pc,check email smua,amek newspaper letak kat bilik boss atau lay atas meja sape2 nak bace silakan..pastu aku pon start check tender online if ade related aku akan inform encik saiful..so after macam2 la keje aku yg related ngn tender..kadang2 encik saiful pggl kat bilik dye aku ingatkan hal kije,rupenye dye tengah layan tgk utube,ajak aku join...demmmitttt...aku penatttt melayan boss giles2 cmne..lagi satu tugas tetap aku setiap ari ilah kaver line kalau encik r atau encik s masuk lambat..slalu yg masuk lambat ne encik rozmi,xpaham aku ape motif dye masuk opis after lunch then balik awal..mcm xde arah tuju jek :p..pastu dh masuk lmbt takut ahsoo tua carik dye nnt,dye mulela gelabah call hp aku cakap mcm2 alasan..ingat aku xtau suro kaver line..so,tula briefly keje aku stiap ari..jage 2 org tua bangka :p..pastu pukul 6 tepattttt aku pon memberambuskan diri aku dr opis...balik laju2 sebab nak smpi umah sebelum kul 7pm nak makan mandi pastu sambung keje kat wakakahouz pulak..aishhh idup bila nak senang..org kate bukan senang nak jadik senang tp xsusah nak jadik susah kan..hidup hidup...
So,basically idup aku kat new opis ne okla,aku still adapting diri aku,manusia mane yg boleh 100% terus terima perubahan kan,mestilah slow2..hehehidup slow2 barula nikmat beb
ok,tu jela setakat ne sbb aku kan pemalas,mane boleh entry aku panjang2 kang langgar pantang larang..taun depan aku up entry aku pg bercuti kat Palm Tree Resort time bfdy ibu ritu...tunggula  kerajinan aku yek..
tata :)





Thursday 13 December 2012

tuan tanah sikepochi

Bismillahhirrahmannirrahim..
Hi,Im so excited to start blogging back after a few years been keeping myself from writting isik ati...ecehh.. Siyesly blog lame dh xingat password,worst come to worst email id nak log in pon dh lupe..ingat yg depan je,belakang a bit blur<--- penyakit xelok yg diwarisi turun temurun..T__T
So,brief introduction about tuan tanah AGAIN..Im a caliph of Allah,born in big happy family,ibu n abah is my syurga,but they divorced when Im 5 yo,look still young to faced such a situation but trust me,it teach how to be independent n stand on ur own feet.Since ibu abah divorced we havent meet each other,abah get married to ummi(my stepmum) and maybe they need their own space to live their "family live" alone that time so abah decided to keep himself away from us ( both me n adik)..But,nevermind,we managed to survived..Ibu didnt have to push harder to raise us because I know she was born with such amazing strength to faced anything..Amazingly, she never blame abah for what happen n all the while she is the one who insist us to respect abah n never lost hope,"kakak adik,everything  is for reason,Allah always with us n trust ibu,abah masih abah yg dulu,cuma abah dh ade fmly baru n he need space to adapt..1 ari nnt abah akan back to akak n adik"...T___T..huuuuuu...ibu is  my SUPERBWOMAN...ibu xpenah mengeluh depan anak2 but we know sometimes she locked herself in her room n cried..ibu,sorry for being troublesome in a family :( So,cut all the crap..They we are live under one roof ibu,me n adik( used to call iema)

So,I finished primary n secondary school in Taman Keramat...ok,Sekolah Menengah Taman Keramat is the best school ever..oiii,Hazama AFdatang dr sini ok, followed by many more artis I xingat..kenapa sekolah ne best..ok,cube cakap ngn I sekolah mane dlm Malaysia ne yg buat spotcheck ari2 ...like HARI HARI....demmmm....the BEST school rule ever..But suprisingly, I managed to escape everytime spotcheck because I bring hp so there's a place that I use to  hide it so I wont get caught...Dont judge me first, hp is important for musafir like me because I live in Ampang n my aunt will sent and fetch me all the way from Ampang everyday..So I need the phone because everyday classes finish is not at a fixed time and its important for me to update my aunt to ease her plan her time well..see?? this is the real use of bringing hp to school actually instead of u ramai2 dgn classmates u layan movie tah ape2 dlm class when teachers xaround pastu bila kantoi innocent people mcm kami ne pon kena...not nice not nice....

So, after SPM finish I stayed at home menggemokkkkk gemokkkk kan badan sampai xterdaya nak tengok diri sendiri,rase menyampah benci menjadi satu..wakakaka..Ibu xbg keje,she insist to work with her,cube teka keje ape??keje jadik suri rumah kemas2 umah n memasak..cube tanya ape hasil I stay at home konon2 jadik suri rumah sangatla tu?? Expert in cooking???Nooooo..Im still not good in cooking but inshaAllah the basic2 tu taula..Eh,lupe mentioned there's a new family member in my family, when Im 16 yo,ibu met her long lost old friend who stay in Jelebu(pronounced by Jolobu) n they decided to get married..n now there complete set of family,ibu,ayah,me n adik..yeaayyyyyy......He's a really good ayah n he know well how to adapt in our family,yg penting he put a big smile in ibu's face..He's my new syurga now..tambah lg sorang..

After dpt result SPM i've been offered 2 choices..1 is at Kolej PolytechMara (kolej bersekutu dgn Uitm) for DIA, diploma in accountancy...basically same je mcm course yg dekat UiTM,smua2 same..graduate nnt pon dkt UiTM jugak cuma sbb UiTM dh penuh dgn org yg pandai2 tahap gorgeous yakmatttss,so inilah second chances kepada golongan terpinggir seperti I..hheeheh...another 1 option I got directly under UiTM but for different course DIIA diploma in investment analysis..so,I make ibu decide for me because mum choices is always the best.She choose investment,claimed 1 day I'll be in BSKL..wakakakaka...okay DIAM!

So,there I am at pekan cowboy nun jauhhhhhh di Segamat..huwaaaaaa..nothingggggggg,but I loikkkeee sbb I kan jiwa tenang2 gitu...mueheheh...U life was really happening....gosips,scandals,lecturers,roomates,pakgad,saman selua ketat(I slalu kena) all together makes U life extravaganza happening..Then after finished diploma I furhter degree international business,this time dapat kat Shah Alam...ohmaiiigodddddd,....freakin big,chaos,messy,jammed,rich people,...xbesttttttttt...seriously compared with segamat,i missed segamat more n my heart attached to segamat more than Shah Alam..told u Im not city girl eventhough I born n stay in KL..I survived 1 sem only until I decided to quit study plus the course was harder than I expect with lecturer in Shah ALam are not as helpful as in Segamat..Most of them are high class lecturer..In segamat at least i have the chances to sit in the lecturer room n discuss about study(bodek bodek) :p but here NO...hmmmmmmmmm..Lecturer always away for seminar n we usually have to study by our own..So,after quit I try apply a job.Alhamdulillah i got a job in my first try in CIMB HQ,Jalan Raja Laut..next to Sogo(shopping complex kesukaan mak2).Post as negotiator atau kate kasar kutip hutang penghutang2 tegar dimalaysia...percayalah,lelaki sangat xsesuai dgn keje ne kerana anda memerlukan tahap kesabaran to the max untuk handle customer...best keje ne,colleagues semua sebaya,gila2 macam I jugak..gaji pon asyukkkkkkkk,dapatla rembat keta 1 after 3 month keje..Alhamdulillah..tapi yg xbestnyeeeeeww...kau xde life..pg2 kua xnampak matahari,balik pon xde matahari..gila I idup dlm zaman gelap ke...Because we're dealing with dropping figure so,waktu keje sgtttttttt stress...masuk mcm bank biasela 8.45am but balik plg cepat pon pkl 8pm EVERYDAY..huwaaaa...public holiday kena turn up,weekend kena turn up..memang bosan,penat..gaji banyak pon xde mase nak spent..sad sad sad

So,I decided to apply other job n alhamdulillah now ditempat keje baru...yeayyyyy
thats all for beginning
sambung later....tata

picx tuan tanah 





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